It's been awhile since I've blogged. This has always been more of a digital diary for me.
Anyway, I do believe things between me and my husband are coming to an end. I'm not sure I'm sad, or happy about it. We're going to marriage counseling. I'm not sure it's going to help. I'm not sure if I want it to. I just feel like this might be too little to late, the damage is done. I find my resentment in him growing. My anger at him growing. I know it's going to consume me.
I hope that I can give my resentment and anger to him at counseling. It's the only way I can release it. Either he changes and this marriage works or I have to leave. My sanity is on the line.
