The year is 2013. The date is September 5. In 20 days I turn 36. I revisited earlier blogs and re-read my blog about kids. And my husband's mortality.
I remember my decision at 20, right before my 21st birthday 15 long years ago. And I think: I would have had a 15 year old son today. I would not be married to the man I am married today as he has stated quite often his view of "raising another man's child" (although his OWN son was raised by another man because he was too immature and selfish to be the man he should have been).
